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bb_hershey

Member Since 25 Aug 2009
Offline Last Active Sep 03 2009 11:20 AM
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Please pray for healing to take place

25 August 2009 - 09:55 AM

Hi all, this is my first prayer request as well as my first post in this great forum. It all happened 3 months ago when my best friend (now no longer is), suddenly terminated our friendship and claimed that I had influenced her in bad way which I'm so unsure in which way. She left me unattended with so many unanswered questions which truly torture my mind and heart so much. We were very close as best friends where we shared secrets and emotions together and encouraged each other through God's words daily. But everything happened so fast and so sudden depressed me so much. I have been praying so much about it ever since it happened to let it go and I know this is part of God's plan in my life but it hurts me so much. As I am writing this, I could actually tear. Until this very second, I am not sure what exactly had happened but one of our pastor, she's a prophecy and she told us that this is God's plan and asked me to seek for God's comfort and answers. Seriously, this is insane as I never thought of a best friend relationship can be cut off just like this. If it were to be a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, I would have expected it to happen one day but what's with best friend relationship?? It sounded so weird and wrong to me that I am struggling for answers every single night before I close my eyes. I am trying very hard to overcome this obstacle but my surroundings remind me a lot of her as my friends are hers as well and I even changed my church because of the pressures and mixed feelings that hindered me worshipping God every service. Still, my chest feels so heavy that I barely could breathe. She was once so dear like my sister and I dearly missed all the encouragement sessions which she would listen and advice me. Now we never keep in touch anymore and I have already accepted the fact, the only thing that drives me crazy is that why this happened in the first place? A lot of whys wandering in my mind...... please pray for healing spirit on me... pray that Evil thoughts would be cast away in Jesus name... also, pray for strength and persistence to move on towards God's plans... Most importantly, pray that I would not draw away from our precious God as I feel so dry now... :( Sorry for the long post and thanks for your time to read and pray for me... love you bro/sis in Christ... P.S: During that month, both of my grandfathers passed away one week after another. My spirit is so low that I hardly can open my mouth to speak about it...

Please pray for healing to take place

25 August 2009 - 09:54 AM

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Please pray for healing to take place

25 August 2009 - 09:51 AM

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