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justdontknowat2do451

Member Since 22 Aug 2009
Offline Last Active Aug 22 2009 03:02 AM
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Prayer for me personally

22 August 2009 - 03:02 AM

I am struggling with changing myself. i was a bad person and its hard to change everything. i feel like im loosing my mind as day to day its hard to keep it clear and focused on better things such as GOd. im dealing with anxiety depression and everything else. its so hard as i have never had this before. im in pain and i need God and i need to help myself. please pray for me to also be selfless, kind, generous, giving not taking always, loving, mature and future focused, as well as closer to the LORD.

Lost a job

22 August 2009 - 02:56 AM

My husband recently found out that because he found a mistake his company made that cost them $90,000, he lost his position. We went on our honeymoon and came back to find that after the found the mistake *one which he did not make* that they decided to take him out of his position. He has now been demoted back to his entry level position from 5 years ago and not even 5 days a week more like 2 or 3. Now we just got married and money is already scarce. I myself have a good job blessed thank God but have to pass a clearance and am afraid that our credit problems will hender that. im worried for us but he keeps a calm attitude. i just want God to hold out hands as we walk through this path.

My husband and i

22 August 2009 - 02:50 AM

Please pray for restored, strong, resilent love between my husband and i. we have had a rough past year and i need all the prayer I can get. i also need strength for the two of us as we are faced with so many things lately in life, marriage, careers, and health that we have to deal with. I'm falling apart and barely making it through the day sometimes. but somehow i make it by the skin of my teeth. I just want peace in my mind and heart and love in my heart and mind.

Wanting to change but need help

22 August 2009 - 02:45 AM

I am trying to change from being a cheater.. i don't want to be like this. i've been given another chance but its so hard to control the mind. i've not physically cheated again... but my mind is a mess and old habits of a long time are so hard to break. im newly married now and he deserves the best and i want to give it but i;m so ashamed of myself disappointed when i don't make the best decisions.... will this ever get any easier? i dont want to be that person anymore. i want to be a good wife. i want more for my husband... i want a love between the two of us for each other restored with strength in christ. i want to be able to forgive myself and to talk openly with him about it as my struggles progress. FYI he does know what i did but maybe not all the details of my day to day struggle with myself... happiness...healing..change...etc. i dont know what to pray for because this situation i put myself in seems to have so many repercussions... im physically, mentally, and emotionally tired.

contracted an std and gave 2 now husband

22 August 2009 - 02:35 AM

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I was a mess last year. In fact I have always been a mess but last year I made some very bad decisions that caused to me contract herpes. I cheated but I have stopped and I have hurt my new husband because I did not know. i don;t even know what to pray for but please pray for me to have health and prosperity in life and our marriage. i'm trying to break old habits and get out of the way I use to be but i feel like the devil is always in my way. now i have this to deal with and i dont think i have the strength