God already knew :
I can remember the last time you disappointed me like this, it was September 21, 2006 when you asked me to leave you and our marriage in MN.
FYI: I leave for Florida tomorrow morning. You did not call me as I expected, now I go back to Florida to pack up and move back to IL. I have been diagnosed with a condition that strongly suggests that I live where family and friends can support me (yes, on this trip). I had warned you that God may change circumstances to fulfill His will, please call me today (my # is in my profile) (we can still live in FL.) I am sorry that either your fear of leaving Ramsey County or your life style changes have such a draw on you. When God first spoke to me regarding you, I agreed with Him that you are worth it. I know that you do not deserve me, that is the definition of grace. God has granted me so much grace it would be an honor for me to shower you with grace all of our days.
I am not afraid of your opposition as I consider myself to be "faith - strong" and not afraid of much.
I love you Hope, I need you now, I will pine for you as long as I live.....