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Member Since 07 Sep 2005
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In Topic: Healing for Depression

03 January 2006 - 06:40 PM

When troubles start to weigh you down,
and hope it seems is nowhere near.
There I AM right next to you
holding your hand and catching your tears.

I see your hurt and feel your pain.
My Son I gave for all that day
to heal those wounds which seek to stain
the hearts of My children who've lost their way.

You're not alone Tim, just look around.
Brothers and sisters here they abound
to lift you up when spirit is weak,
hand in hand you'll reach that peak.

Child of Mine do not fear
for I AM with you, always near.
Place your faith and trust in Me.
Victory is yours, wait and see.

Tim, the Lord Jesus is faithful and will not let you down. Cry out to him, literally, and He will hear you. He's pulled me out of the pit of despair these last few weeks and while I still get down, I'm nowhere as bad as I was. I felt there was no hope for me, that I was worthless and would be better off not around anymore. By His stripes I am healed, satan will not have me.

Father, I ask You to lift this depression which has enveloped Tim. Let him know that You love him and that You are always there for him even when it seems You are distant. Lord Jesus, Wonderful Counsellor, turn Tim's tears of sadness into tears of joy and fill him with an everlasting peace. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

In Topic: My So Called Life

22 December 2005 - 08:14 AM

Dear Patches, Thank you for your prayer. Thank all of you for your prayers. I wish each and everyone here a happy, safe and spirit-filled Christmas with your friends, families and loved ones. I will be praying for you Patches that your husband is able to spend Christmas with you and your children. God bless you. David

In Topic: My So Called Life

20 December 2005 - 06:26 PM

Just when I thought I had found her, You let her walk out of my life.  Why?  How naive of me to think that You brought her into my life in the first place.  You really had me going there, had me fooled all the way.

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Father please forgive me, I don't know why I said that. I'm so sorry. :-(

I know I can't make it on my own, I need You. Please take away all remaining feelings of bitterness which are eating away at me. I lay my heart, body, soul, my whole life on Your altar and ask that You remove every feeling of negativity and hurt from me right now.

Lord, do not rebuke me in Your anger, please don't punish me any more. Have mercy on me. This emptiness I feel is overwhelming me, please fill that void as only You can.

As Jabez cried out to You, God of Israel, so I cry out to you...."Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain."

Let the new year be the year when I cross my River Jordan into the Promised Land. Your Will be done.

In Topic: My So Called Life

07 December 2005 - 07:44 AM

I'm fed up with living expecting things to get better. Why should they, my life's been nothing but a waste of time. I have no purpose, I see no light at the end of the tunnel. I'm tired of putting up a facade when people ask me how I'm doing. "Thou shalt not lie" You said God. Ok then, no more. I'm NOT doing ok. I'm lost, I'm in utter despair and I'm angry. Yes angry. I know I have made mistakes, haven't we all. But I've also been there for other people when they've needed me, both physically and emotionally. 37 years God!! 37 years without someone to share my life, my joys and sorrows. Just when I thought I had found her, You let her walk out of my life. Why? How naive of me to think that You brought her into my life in the first place. You really had me going there, had me fooled all the way. Now that I need some answers, what do I hear? Nothing! Absolutely nothing. Silence. I'm sick of it! Sick of this existence called life. If all I have to look forward to is another 30+ years of this, I'm out...Game Over. Am I doubting You exist? No. Am I doubting that there's any glimmer of hope for me? You betcha. I've tried my best. People say I'm kind, compassionate and caring but I guess that's not enough. I've been discarded like broken pottery by the only person I've ever loved. Just sweep me under the carpet God, everyone else does. I'm not asking for any further prayers for myself. I thank you from the bottom of my shattered heart for those offered to date. Maybe He will be merciful and take me home sooner rather than later. :(

In Topic: My So Called Life

27 November 2005 - 09:59 PM

Thank you, I appreciate your prayers. I'm trying very hard to keep my chin up. It's so difficult though, waiting, not knowing, wondering if she is ok emotionally. I love her so much and I know she loves me but there are circumstances out of my control that are keeping her from me. I know satan is behind it. Why can't God tell me one way or the other? I know it's all in His timing but this is tearing me apart. I just don't know where I am anymore or where I'm going. I pray for an answer but I hear nothing. Days like today I just feel like throwing in the towel. I know God would be dissapointed in seeing me so early. I can just see His expression, "So soon David? I still I had plans for you." To which I would to reply, "I'm so sorry Father but I heard nothing but silence. If You had only whispered something to me.". Patches I do remember her with fondness, I could never, ever, hate her. She hurt me but I have forgiven her and I let her know that. I love her more and more the longer we are apart. Surely if God has someone else in mind for me He would not keep me hanging on like this. Oh and if God is behind the candid camera, I don't appreciate His sense of humour. j/k David