Please keep me in your prayers. I feel God wants me to give him this mess I'm trying desperately to fix. And I'm trying to do just that. I see everything coming together, and I can't stop myself from jumping in and trying to hurry it along. But then, I just mess things up. Every single time. Surely God must think I'm an idiot. I just can't stop myself. Pray for me to be able to completely give this and other things in my life to God and allow him to solve them. Pray for me to stop destroying things. Pray for me to get out of God's way!