I dont know what to do
Posted 03 August 2010 - 12:42 PM
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Posted 03 August 2010 - 11:22 PM
Sanjud, I know what it feels like to be where you are. There are no easy answers, but you must not give up on God. Keep praying whether you feel like it or not. Force yourself to speak to God, even if it is only a word or two at a time. Don't be afraid to cry profusely. Let those feelings out anytime you can, all you can. Don't shut other people out, as much as you want to. When you feel that badly, it is sometimes not a matter of getting from one day to another or one moment to another, but just making it from one breath to the next. The hurt is so deep and so constant and it is always with you no matter what. I know how that feels and how hard it is. If you are in a church, don't be afraid to share what you feel with your pastor and other church members. Talk to them, pray with them. Everything in you wants to give in to what you feel, but don't. You will find the other side to this darkness if you just keep walking forward.
Dear Jesus, I lift up Sanjud to you. Lord, You know and understand everything she is feeling and thinking. You love her and want what is best for her. Please encourage her and let her feel Your Presence in her life. Help her to see herself as you see her and as her parents and loved ones see her. Please lift this weight and opression from her heart and mind. In Your name I rebuke demonic influence in her life. Please Jesus, give her hope, peace, and joy to replace the brokenness and pain that she feels now. She needs you so desparately Lord. I beg you in her behalf for your forgiveness, blessing, and Peace that passes all understanding. It is in thy precious and Holy name I ask it and give thanks. Amen.
Posted 04 August 2010 - 12:34 AM
i place sanjud in YOUR hand......oh bless sanjud FAther......make everythng anew in sanjud life.....
sanjud don leave hope.....GOD loves u so much...,jus hold on,i know it's difficult but i hav been thru wat u r facin now,,,even now 'm in such situation...., but only one thng keeps me movin.....everythn must hav an end.....and i hav left de end to GOD......i wANt u to do de same thng.......