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Posted 01 July 2010 - 10:54 PM
Dear Lord, I lift strongas3nails up to you in prayer and I ask Lord, that you will deliver her out of all sadness and depression, restore her peace Lord, give her hope and bless her with comfort that comes only from you. Please do a mighty miracle in her life, restore her joy, bring happiness and lift her up Lord, I ask this in your name, Amen.
Im so glad I found this place. I believe that prayer is the only answer for me.
Im not even sure what to say. My heart hurts all the time and I am sad pretty much all the time. This has been going on for about 10-12 years now.
I used to be suicidal but im not anymore. I used to cut but I dont do that anymore either. I took prozac for a while and it helped at first but then I started getting depressed even though I was taking it. Ive seen counselors and they just hurt me or make me mad....
I think ive just lost hope that anything will ever end this constant pain.
Ive learned that talking to people about it backfires.
Ive learned that happy church people give you pat answers that hurt.
Ive learned not to talk to anyone about it because every answer just seems like the wrong answer and hurts even more.
I know that Yeshua is the answer!
Hes always the answer and my happiest times have been in His presence.
Unfortunately, church people treat me like im a freak and I have a very hard time fitting in. So I just dont go.
I want to but it fills me with so much anxiety and fear. Yeah, im a freak.
I pretty much abhor my existence.
Please just pray. Nothing else can fix this...........me. Im a complete mess with no hope.
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