Dear precious sister:
I have learned (kicking and screaming) that it is not about what I can see, nor what I feel, nor what I can do or not do.
It is about submission to Him.
To give up your life (self, spouse, dreams) in obedience to any and all that is of His will.
(Though He slay me, yet I will trust Him Job 13:15)
I have found that He wants to mold both of us. (Hope & me / you & your husband)
That He wants to grow the faith in both of us.
That He wants to develop the fruits of His spirit in both of us.
And that when it is time to reunite you with your husband and the dreams He has for you, no satan, nor man, nor force or distance on earth can stop it.
Thanks Mike. Thanks everyone for I know we all continue to pray for each other.
This is what I am seeking Mike, to come to that place of rest with trust and faith, truly believing that when He is ready and when the time is right God will show me the way. I know that I am moving forward in my own journey, though it feels slow sometimes, but I accept that. And when I need to feel the pain I let it come, though it may feel hard I hold on to the belief that it is from God.
I come here for the encouragement and spiritual strength that having this support offers.
Dear God, I thank you for the prayway team, and for all the blessings that you bestow on me each and every day. I always need the strength to carry on. I want to keep my eyes and heart on You and want to keep on believing that You are constantly doing Your work even when we think we can't see it and that when the time is right You will shower me with blessings. Heavenly Father, continue to bless M and fill his heart and mind with hope and faith and let him come to accept the love I have for him. Encircle him with your light so that he may be relieved of his pain. I thank you God for the miracles You have already worked in my life and for the day when M and I will be together in Your holy name.
This I pray in Jesus' name