God gave us one more chance...
Posted 23 September 2011 - 05:34 AM
May the Lord bless all of you!
Posted 23 September 2011 - 09:19 AM
Posted 21 April 2012 - 06:14 AM
Most of my prayer partners already gave up. I was never legally married to Ashraf, it was just a romantic relationship. So I couldn’t claim with 100% assurance that this man belongs to me… I still think of him, but I let him go. I had to. I was waiting for him and praying for our relationship for almost 5 years. And now I look around and see that almost all my friends are married now and have children. Friends pity me that I’m so lonely and once in a while try to introduce me to someone “good for me”.
Finally I gave up and started a new relationship with a wonderful man, who was supporting me a lot and taking good care of me. But he's an atheist and a very "open-minded" person, while I'm quite conservative. When I told him I don't want to stay with him before marriage, he was very disappointed and said he needed time to think about it. Thus he hasn't been gone since for 3 or 4 days already...
I am so confused and disappointed, but now, when I gave everything to God, I started to feel that He leads me. I just try to discern what He wants me to do and obediently do it without even trying to understand “how” and “why”. Now I see that although I pass through difficult trials, He solves my problems one by one in the ways I could never even think of… Praise Him!!!
I badly need prayers for guidance, as I'm so lost... I don't even know what to pray for...
Posted 01 May 2012 - 05:59 AM