God gave us one more chance...
Posted 03 November 2009 - 12:03 PM
It took me a year of desperate prayers, fasting and tears, nights over my Bible and hard work on myself to restore our relationship that seemed completely hopeless. Now I cannot thank the Lord enough for this miracle! Now our relationship with Ashraf is like it was in the very beginning: he sends me touching messages, we chat and laugh on the phone, and every time I see him, I blush and get so dizzy – just like high school romance :-)
Ashraf is so wonderful, he has everything I ever dreamt to find in a man – he's extremely handsome, very polite, respectful and well-educated, and he had a kind heart. It's amazing, but I feel like we are one person divided into two halves – we have the same interest and same friends, we work in the same field and we even like the same food. I feel so happy and comfortable with him, and I would give everything and do anything to be with him always.
But every time it comes to a serious commitment, Ashraf gets scared and pushes me away from him. I am not to judge him, probably he has a reason to do so, maybe he had some bad experience in the past or something… But it really hurts me. I want so much to have a family – husband and children.
My dearest friends, please pray that soon we will finally get engaged!
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for this great news of reconciliation.
I join Anne27's truth-filled and heart-felt prayer that this relationship put You at it's center.
In Jesus name,
Posted 05 November 2009 - 12:50 PM
I didn't hear from Ashraf for three days and I started to get sad. This morning I had to start my shift at work really early (I work at a hotel reception) and there were all the managers waiting for the arrival of some top top VIP guest, so there was a lot of fuss and preparation. Suddenly I raised my eyes and I saw Ashraf passing by. I was so astonished to see him, but then I found out this VIP guest was a client of his company. What happened later really made my day. He left his important client, ran to me, took my hand, gave me a compliment and apologized that he couldn't talk with me longer because of this client, and then he ran back to him. I was very touched with this gesture of respect and attention from him! Praise God - He really did a miraculous work in his heart!!!
Anne and Mike, thank you for your prayers - they are so precious to me!
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Posted 10 November 2009 - 12:36 PM
The biggest difficulty is the lifestyle in Sharm El Sheikh – it's so expensive to live here and people have to work really hard to survive. We don't have time to go out together, so we only meet when he comes to visit me in my work or when I go to visit him in his work, but such meetings are devoid of privacy. Today I took a day off, so I ordered his favorite chocolate cake and brought him to his office. I had so many things to tell him, but when I came, there were a lot of people around and I felt so shy to talk to him in front of them. Ashraf also told me I make him feel shy when I come with presents in front of his colleagues. All the time I want to do something nice for him, to express my feelings, but at the same time I'm afraid I will look like I'm running after him again, so I am just confused how to behave…
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