I am so sorry things did not work out like you planned.
I have been through a seperation,praying to the L-rd,been disappointed,ended in divorce. It was very hard.
The good news is: the L-rd did later (much later) blessed me to meet someone special, get married,we have been married going on 13 years.
I pray that the G-d will comfort you & heal your broken heart.
By human reasoning and limitations we can and may close off opportunities through which God wants to reveal Himself to us. He uses situations to teach us great lessons that we otherwise would not have known.
I think particularly of how He forgives us even when we do the most unthinkable any intelligent human being would not dare to do. We fall and commit the most severe and gruesome sin the human race condemns and yet He can still forgive, through Jesus Christ our Saviour. He says, "My grace is sufficient for you."
Thank you Jesus for your SUPREME sacrifice that paves the way and make God's forgiveness available to me 24/7.
Thank you Father for your great interest in us, Your wayward children.