Repost - Please this is Urgent, I can't lose my wife!
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To my brothers & sisters,
I am shattered and I humble myself before all of you in the presence of our Lord & Saviour and confess all my sins so that you may see where I stand. I know I have brought this hardships upon myself but I cannot bare it any longer.
I have been in the Ministry for about 8 years now as a Pastor of a Prophetic & healing Ministry, a long story short I realised 2 months ago just by reading the bible properly that I have never known God and have never been saved.
I had decieved myself through my life of hypocrisy, self righteousness, pride & arrogance, my life revolved around me and I lost my whole family through being judgemental but not looking at my own life that was filthy with sin.
I met an incredible woman Valdene we are married & have a beautifull daughter Zaydene, through our marriage I drifted out of ministry started drifting away from my wife and just to save the peace I though I would just give her all the material things I could get her that she wants. I got involved in a company that was very unethical and worked long hours hardly getting any time with my family, being in the sales field I mastered my sales technique by being a womaniser and flirting the skirts off the girls to get the sales. I never physicaly commited adultery yet God's standards are much higher than ours.
In my mind and heart I started commiting adultery with these woman and that was being unfaithful before God towards my precious wife. I then started falling into porn on the net and flirting with all the girls I had contact with. Became rude, disrespectful and selfish towards my wife & daughter. I became a tottal pig & when I look back at my life I am trully disgusted in the person I had become.
I came to a tottal repentance before GOD, got baptised again and am fellowshiping at a trully bible based church. I have also confessed my sin to those I wronged and have now dedicated my life to a life of bible reading. God has taught me so much these last 2 months and the Love He has shown me is incredible. I am so inlove with Jesus now and can't spend a minute without Him, I love Him and will follow Jesus forever.
I know that what you sow you shall reap so I never expected any forgiveness from anyone yet God has restored my whole family to me, parents, brothers, sisters, aunts & uncles, cousins, He gave me a new Job & Flat and keeps on spoiling me daily and I don't know why as I have rejected Him through my lifestyle & spat in His face all these years.
I am still very broken though as God has taught me an indescribable & unconditional love which I now very strongly have burning within my heart towards my wife and daughter, I am more inlove with my wife now than ever before. She has filed for divorce but I can't lose her, please please please please please pray for this marriage. I know I have been scum and don't deserve her back but I wan't a second chance to give her the love she deserves, to grow old with her and to love her till death do us part. Please pass this prayer onto as many prayer forums, prayer networks, prayer groups, friends, churches & prayer lines around the world for a true breakthrough in this situation. For my wife to ca\ome to true Repentance, Recreation, Salvation and a life dedicated to Bible reading and then to forgive me, for the love in her heart to burn stronger for me than ever before to return to this marriage never to leave and for us as a family to serve the Lord together for the rest of our days. Yet not my wil but God's WILL be done.
I know my redeemer lives & reigns over my live yet this walk is not easy please pray for me earnestly!!!
Lord Jesus, we approach you today with great concern for Raymond and his family. We pray for ALL who have misinterpreted their relationship with you, believing that they know you, yet never really making contact with you at all. So often we are misled in a situation like this and many never find their way to you. We are so grateful that your spirit has reached Raymond and given him life with love and meaning.
We place this request in your mighty hands, leaving the results to your wisdom. You know all about the circumstances during their days together as well as those in which all individuals are involved today. We pray that you speak peace to his daughter and his wife and that they, too, have a close relationship with you. As Raymond stated, we pray that your will be done. Whatever the outcome here, if it be YOUR decision and YOUR will, all will be well with his soul. He will find joy in the return of his wife and daughter or he will follow other avenues that you have planned for him.
We now leave Raymond in your hands, Lord, with hope for the peace and joy he finds in you.
In your Holy name we pray,