Posted 23 August 2007 - 05:22 AM
Thank you very much for all your prayers.
For now, we stand at a point where he doesn't want to do anything more but let destiny play it's way. Since my folks are desperately pursuing others for a match, I have given myself to the Lord. I'm sure he knows what's best.
However, since the last person hasn't given a positive response yet, my mother seems to blame me for my bad fate and how I'm being such a trouble for them. She does pray to the Lord sincerely. I hope someday I am able to get rid of this dark place in my heart for her that's been created b'coz of all the times that she's cursed me over and over again for the last few years now. I try very hard to feel her pain and her sincere prayers for me, but get only a feeling of despise from her.
Do keep us in your prayers. Thank you.