I am in a very hard situation right now. i am extremely depressed and lost all hope in life. I am a only son of a single mother, and she died 4 years ago. Apart from that these last years have been hell, and I seen to hav lost all hope. My life seems to be only paain, and a lot people I know also dont have good lives too. I am really struggling to believe that God loves me....I do believe in Him, but considering all that happened in my life, i just cant bring myself to believe in His love...
I am feeling like hell all the time, and also am in love with a girls that probably doenst love me back (she's an angel, an incredible person, never did any bad thing to me, she just seem to doesnt love me back). I can't imagine she moving out of my life. I am almost late for church so i will explain more later.
What i want is you guys to pray for God to have marcy on me, whatever it means...
I desperately want to live, but not like this (I will not take my life, of this i am sure), it's been hell for a long time.
I know that if i got that girl, i would be able to rebuild my life and my faith, but it doesnt seem right to pray for that.
So ata least pray for Him to have mercy on my, whatever it menas, please.
Forgive my english, its not my main language and as i said i am late for the mass.