My husband left again a few weeks ago. He was home for 2 weeks and he was like his old self again. I thought everything was fine between us. It was until he went back to work and he started communicating with the OW. Today when I came home he had brought her to our house. Thank goodness they were gone by the time I got home. I had asked him several times to not bring her around where we lived and he said he would'nt but he did anyway. Please pray that God will help me with the hurt and numbness that I have. I feel so empty and alone. I feel so far away from God right now. I am under a tremendous amount of stress due to all this and I found out a few days ago that the AVM (arterial venisus malfuction) that my oldest son had 8 years ago that ruptured in his brain may be back. After he had surgery then they told us that he would not survive another brain surgery. So now we are unsure what our options are.
I'm living with a man together with my son from ex-marriage. We somehow lost ourselves during last 3 years and I'm going through really hard time of my life. I thought that my search for happiness and love finally ended and that now I have someone great to rely on. however, he is now asking for his freedom, exchanging emotional and other feelings to others... through all this, I lost myself and feel also alone and sad and empty and not worth....I pray to God to give me strength to do the best thing now...
All the best to you, me, them, and all people in this world...God bless you!